Wherever you look there's a painful reminder...
2004-12-08 - 10:14 p.m.
An empty heart full of deep wounds, cut wide open by her death. Trembling, unable to think, unable to live, the candle light remains as her own flame died out...
Paulina wasn't the happiest of people. She often mentioned her pain, I wanted to help her deal with it, I wanted to help her overcome it and try to be happy... but now, she's no longer with us... and I miss her. I just wish I could've met her in person. She had a great sense of humour, although she didn't show it that much. Paulina was an intelligent person, and although she struggled with English, she could type English better then most English people I know. Sometimes, it doesn't feel like she's gone... it feels like she's just away for a while, that she'll be back soon, this is all just a break... but it's not the truth. She is gone. I can't even seem to cry for her anymore, no matter how much I want to, how much I need to. I really hope she can see how those who cared about her are feeling, I hope she realises she was loved, how people cared for her miss her.
Paulina... I hope you're ok, I hope you're happier now you don't have to live with your pain now. Rest In Peace, my Polish Princess.
