You can always cry but never complain...
2004-11-02 - 7:57 p.m.
I'm mot going to even attempt to be poetic here, i just seriously need to vent about my problems.
Letter after letter telling me that i need to do my coursework for school. but i've missed so much school that i don't know what the hell i'm suppossed to be doing. i can't even go to school anymore, i just walk down the coridors and i'm instantly reminded of bad memories, i'm tormented. i just can't take it anymore. and when i do try to go to school, i find out it's an inset day, and no-one had bothered to tell me. fuck tehm, fuck them all. they've destroyed my confidence, my heart, my soul. they can have my life too. i don't want it. all i've ever wanted to do with my life is inspire people with my lyrics and my music. i want to be in a band, i want to play bass guitar, i want to sing... but i need money to make my dreams a reality. and to get money, i need qualifications. if i had a gun, i'd blow my brains out right now. i just can't cope with this anymore.
