you wont leave here alive
2004-10-16 - 8:48 p.m.
this is always the way for me, i start something i can never finish, the goals i aim for are unattainable, there's no chance of leaving this place, i can only go halfway, then i'm alone and i never know what to do. lost in despair, the ruins of the child with potential, shielded from the truth, brought up behind the scenes, no love, no hate, just pain and misery. no one to show me the way, to guide me from the darkness in which i dwell, to the light of wisdom, happiness, satisfaction. the same people everyday, tying to break you down, steal your soul, caress your pain, make the blood drain out of your arms, the life leaving the body, the spirit roaming free...
