numbing the feelings is the key to survival
2004-10-15 - 10:11 p.m.
i have come to the conclusion that becoming numb, blocking myself off from people, hiding behind the mask i create is the only way to get by. not sliting my wrists as i tried 2 days ago. i realise now that i shouldn't hurt myself, it's not the way to cope. although blocking myself off from most people isn't a wise idea, at least it'll help me cope without trying to put myself in hospital.
