I walk on earth, behind the curtain, hidden from everyone, until I find a new life to ruin again...
2004-10-27 - 10:30 p.m.
everything i do with best intentions always messes up. i've been tormented and messed up in the head so i don't know what i feel anymore. there's a friend i care about, she loves me but i love her - as a friend. but i can't tell her in fear of hurting her, and she's really hurting right now. i don't want to hurt anyone, but it appears it's all i'm good at now.
this is a waste of time, and i can't even try to be poetic. :/
